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	Right now, Biden is going through a tough time with accusations suggesting he is some kind of predator. Ok, you know who also is up to his eyeballs in accusations? Donald Trump.		Right now, Biden is going through a tough time with accusations suggesting he is some kind of predator. Ok, you know who also is up to his eyeballs in accusations? Donald Trump.

	#MeToo accusations are the theme of both candidates for President in 2020. In 2016 it was so ironic to see Trump going after Clinton’s husband for his past, when he has actually been legally pursued for allegations against him, as well as admitted on tape that he actually commits crimes against women. Here is your President, admitting what he really feels about women, and what he has done to them…		<nowiki>#MeToo</nowiki> accusations are the theme of both candidates for President in 2020. In 2016 it was so ironic to see Trump going after Clinton’s husband for his past, when he has actually been legally pursued for allegations against him, as well as admitted on tape that he actually commits crimes against women. Here is your President, admitting what he really feels about women, and what he has done to them…

	[embedded video: Full tape with lewd Donald Trump remarks (Access Hollywood)]		[embedded video: Full tape with lewd Donald Trump remarks (Access Hollywood)]
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	Democrats, you threw the 2016 election away because you couldn’t get over the fact that Hillary wasn’t perfect. You let the three word chants get in your head and you essentially just gave up because it didn’t go 100% your way with who was representing you, but this is why you are so stupid. Someone representing you is better than no one representing you, this is simply a fact. If you throw a couple gladiators in the arena, regardless of whether or not you agree with someone like Hillary on every issue, that is your gladiator, that is your guy. That is the ONLY person who will fight for what you believe in, and if they’re not as morally bad as the person they are running against, what is your excuse?		Democrats, you threw the 2016 election away because you couldn’t get over the fact that Hillary wasn’t perfect. You let the three word chants get in your head and you essentially just gave up because it didn’t go 100% your way with who was representing you, but this is why you are so stupid. Someone representing you is better than no one representing you, this is simply a fact. If you throw a couple gladiators in the arena, regardless of whether or not you agree with someone like Hillary on every issue, that is your gladiator, that is your guy. That is the ONLY person who will fight for what you believe in, and if they’re not as morally bad as the person they are running against, what is your excuse?

	[image of a newspaper with the word "coronavirus" at the top, ~~under is~~ Trump with the bottom half of his face is ripped out of the newspaper]		[image of a newspaper with the word "coronavirus" at the top, photo of Trump with the bottom half of his face ripped out of the newspaper]

	Friendly reminder: DON’T inject disinfectant into your body to fight Corona virus.		Friendly reminder: DON’T inject disinfectant into your body to fight Corona virus.

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			=April 25, 2020=
			===Onision Says Democrats Will Lose in 2020===

			I’m officially calling it, Democrats, it’s over, the victory goes to Republicans, again. In 2016 we, Democrats (yes, I am one, unfortunately) gave the election to Trump, a guy who openly admitted to groping women without consent. Why? Because we were paranoid about Hillary’s emails and were just so upset about how we didn’t get our way with Bernie Sanders.

			2020 Democratic nomination comes around, and we throw a fit when Bernie Sanders, once again, fails to win. All I gotta say is, BOO HOO. Do you not see the big picture? At all? Democrats, you have values do you not? Ok, do you recognize or respect your values whatsoever? My theory, you don’t. You don’t care about anything but your fleeting feelings.

			Are you pro-choice? Do you want better gun control? Do you care about women’s rights or medical care? Because if you care about these things, why are you so stuck on WHO is elected and not WHAT is elected?

			Right now, Biden is going through a tough time with accusations suggesting he is some kind of predator. Ok, you know who also is up to his eyeballs in accusations? Donald Trump.

			#MeToo accusations are the theme of both candidates for President in 2020. In 2016 it was so ironic to see Trump going after Clinton’s husband for his past, when he has actually been legally pursued for allegations against him, as well as admitted on tape that he actually commits crimes against women. Here is your President, admitting what he really feels about women, and what he has done to them…

			[embedded video: Full tape with lewd Donald Trump remarks (Access Hollywood)]

			But do you know what Democrats do? Instead of focusing on the fact you have one man who is a self-admitted predator, who is currently president. You instead throw your own candidate under the bus over literal accusations, no admission of guilt like the president, only accusations. You don’t care that if both candidates are drowning in controversy that winds up equating them, putting them on level ground, or in Trumps case, he’s still worse due to the fact he actually admitted who he really is already. Open and closed case.

			Democrats, you threw the 2016 election away because you couldn’t get over the fact that Hillary wasn’t perfect. You let the three word chants get in your head and you essentially just gave up because it didn’t go 100% your way with who was representing you, but this is why you are so stupid. Someone representing you is better than no one representing you, this is simply a fact. If you throw a couple gladiators in the arena, regardless of whether or not you agree with someone like Hillary on every issue, that is your gladiator, that is your guy. That is the ONLY person who will fight for what you believe in, and if they’re not as morally bad as the person they are running against, what is your excuse?

			[image of a newspaper with the word "coronavirus" at the top, under is Trump with the bottom half of his face is ripped out of the newspaper]

			Friendly reminder: DON’T inject disinfectant into your body to fight Corona virus.

			Republicans are great at getting behind their guy, even if their guy is a POS. Democrats? We whine, we cry, we throw a tantrum when our candidate isn’t the second coming of Jesus Christ. Obama set a massively high standard and ever since we’ve just been thinking about the one who got away. Well guess what, real world? That man has moved on, you probably will never find another man like him because he dumped you, he’s over you, he was too good for you and if you want to have someone help take care of you, you gotta settle, otherwise? You’re just going to keep getting beat up by the people who actually know how to win elections.

			To win an election there is no room for civil war, you can’t fight your own people no matter how much you disagree with what they’re accused of being. The only time you shouldn’t support the candidate running for your party is if your candidate is in fact a worse person than the person they are going up against. This is common freaking sense. If you have to vote for the lesser of two evils, do it, because they are literally less evil. But don’t refuse to vote all together because either way someone imperfect or even horrible is elected. It’s not about them. It’s about the entire country, how much damage their policies will do, whether or not your values will be represented where it actually matters. It’s the big picture.

			I have no doubt in my mind that Joe Biden is not worse than Donald Trump. I also have no doubt in my mind that Bernie Sanders would have made a WAY better president and taken our country to a much better place. But fact is? Biden is a Democrat, Biden is only accused of doing horrible things, while Trump? He actually admitted on tape to doing what he did. So am I going to vote for an accused guy over a bonafide self-admitted criminal? Yeah, Democrats, common freaking sense.

			You can’t have your cake and eat it too right? While it seems like a dumb phrase, it means just because you don’t get everything you want, doesn’t mean you should just cry about it and throw a pity party for yourself. Do you really want more of what we’ve had over the last four years? No? Then put on your big boy pants and support your candidate until they are in fact confirmed worse than the person they’re running against.

			And if you vote independent? You may as well not vote at all. You know when the last time a third party candidate won the election and became president? OVER 230 YEARS AGO! Again, common sense.

			YOUR VOTING MORALS SHOULD BE ONLY THE FOLLOWING AND IN THIS ORDER

			1. Vote for the lesser of two evils.<br>
			2. Vote for the candidate who represents your values the closest.

			But who am I kidding Democrats? We already lost, because you don’t think with your head, your gut or your heart. It’s like you vote with no conscience or intelligence whatsoever. You’re petty, you’re picky, you throw little bratty tantrums & you will never win.

			Congrats to President Trump. Despite being a self-admitted predator of women, despite literally encouraging foreign powers to hack fellow Americans (being a literal traitor) and despite being impeached, you will win, because that is how stupid & incompetent we Democrats are.

			[embedded video: Trump calls on Russia to hack and release Clinton's emails]

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 =April 22, 2020=
 ===The Blaire White & Jeffree Star Cover Up?===

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			=April 16, 2020=
			===A Theory About Jeffree Star===

			Hi… for those of you who do not know, I am Onision. I used to be the #67 most subscribed on all of YouTube and ever since then I’ve been falling down the most subscribed YouTubers list right into absolute anonymity… in a way.

			So that’s fun… but that’s also life, and I’m kind of relieved because fame is one of the worst things ever. I didn’t like being stopped at the mall, the restaurant, the airport etc for people to say “Oh my god are you that guy from YouTube?”

			When you first get recognized it makes you blush, you’re like “Woah cool, I’m relevant.” but after a while? You just want to be left alone, you don’t want people looking at you… at all. And that’s where I am now. I want to be a nobody who makes something, not a somebody who makes nothing.

			Anyway, this post is about Jeffree Star because a long time ago a man named Damon Elliott was a friend of mine… I don’t think we’re friends anymore considering the last time I talk to him, he said we were friends, but then made plans with me for the 5th time only to not follow through.

			That’s LA though, people make plans and then don’t follow through all the time. Had the same issue with numerous people, like Shane. People from LA typically say “Hey, we should hang out soon!” or “Let’s meet up when you’re in town” – Then you get in town, and nothing. They are nowhere to be found. Not responding to your messages, not calling you back… mind you I don’t call people pretty much ever but you get the point.

			Anyway, so I met Damon through a girl named Shiloh. I was dating her at the time, and Damon was producing her music. Damon actually gave me housing when Shiloh was taken away by the police back in 2011. Really nice of him to hook me up for a few days like he did. He also found me a place I could rent out for a few months with my friend Cyr.

			So Damon and I are hanging out and he calls up his friend Jeffree Star. This is before Jeffree was huge on YouTube. At the time Jeffree drove what looked like a pink Scion or some square/box looking car. Damon hyped me up, telling Jeffree we should collab together and made mention of someone being tied up in a chair as part of a comedy sketch. Jeffree was down to collaborate, so it sounded, and Damon drove me to meet up with him in a recording studio.

			Once I got to the recording studio I commented on how I smelled pot, Damon denied it, implying I didn’t know what pot smelled like… I’m rarely wrong & I saw joints in an ashtray inside to confirm my suspicion. I don’t think it belonged to Damon, I’m really only commenting on it because weed has bothered me for some time.

			Jeffree showed up and Damon left Jeffree and I alone in the recording studio for an extended period of time.

			The recording studio was very poorly lit and Jeffree had no makeup from what I could see. What this meant is you have a guy, sitting on a couch, in a dark room, staring at me with his legs and arms crossed, who happens to have no eyebrows and is incredibly pale faced… in other words, terrifying.

			Jeffree began to speak to me as I paced back and forth on a platform in front of him. The platform I assume was raised to allow all the electrical wires underneath the recording equipment to remain discreet. Jeffree’s statements were all sexually charged. He opened with asking me if I was gay, only he used the F word. He then said that “I must like sucking ****” referring to male genitalia. For about 5-10 minutes he proceeded to repeating himself. Telling me I was gay, that I liked performing sexual acts on men & an assortment of other sexually charged language.

			At the time I just laughed, I thought it was… weird and funny, because we were supposed to do a comedy video together and I assumed he had a sense of humor.

			After a short bit Damon came back in the room and eventually we all left without collaborating. I had said pretty much nothing to Jeffree the entire time, but he still later tweeted me that it was nice to meet me.

			Years later it came to public attention that Jeffree Star had grabbed a straight man’s genitals, in public, on camera. It also came to public attention that Jeffree was particularly interested in straight men… and that got me to thinking…

			1. If I were in Jeffree’s position on that couch, and it was a woman I spoke to like that, what would people assume? Probably that I wanted to sleep with her.

			2. Damon never explained why he left us alone in that room. Damon was seemingly good friends with Jeffree. Jeffree was into straight men… so why was Damon leaving me alone in a room with a man who was into straight men, who was sexually overactive and clearly targeting me? Was I being set up?

			3. What would have happened if I said yes I was? What did Jeffree expect or want from me? And why is it this is acceptable because it’s me… but if a woman went through the same thing with Jeffree or better yet, someone less popular, society would be outraged?

			So… I just wanted to share these thoughts… I still consider Jeffree Star to be terrifying… but I’m not some kind of victim of a horrible crime or anything. It was just creepy talk from a gay man, actively sexually degrading me and who knows what else, the moment I was left alone in a room with him.

			Maybe he’s changed for the better since then… but, that’s the face I see whenever I think of him… just some creepy, demonic looking pale faced man, saying horrible things to me alone in a dark room.

	=April 13, 2020=		=April 13, 2020=

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			=April 13, 2020=
			===Dear Soulmate===

			As a person in the public eye, I've found a lot of times people will come to me and say they are my soulmate... which is a lovely, cool thing... until you look deeper.

			DISCLAIMER: I'm not proof reading this, there may be typos... but it's 2am and I just want to go to sleep, so I'm letting this all out... for the sake of the ZZZZZZ's

			Alright... so, to the person this is partially about (a woman who is 25 years old, recently almost actually got me to believe she was potentially actually real... then... "oh yeah I smoke weed but just for anxiety" --- no you don't --- otherwise you'd use the actual medicine without the THC - what? You think I haven't heard that bullshit excuse before?), I want you to know this isn't about lashing out to hurt anyone... I don't want to hurt anyone... but normally when I do a "express how I feel" segment, it winds up hurting feelings, and I hate that. Fact is, my feelings are hurt, my heart hurts and this sucks. And yet... how do I get the message across without being as blunt and honest as possible? I gotta speak the truth, and if it hurts, well... I don't know what to say... I wish you well, I want you to be happy, just with someone like you... and I am not like you.

			I would just write this privately, but I know people out there go through this, and I also want people to understand, before they ever write me claiming to be my soulmate... this just isn't it.

			First off...

			1. If you are my soulmate, you do not smoke weed. I know, this makes a lot of people upset with me. They say things like "Bro, it's a harmless drug bro" "Dude, alcohol is way worse dude" so... let me give you a back story.

			Every. Person. I. Have. Ever. Dated. Who. Smokes. Weed. Is. A. Piece. Of. Shit.

			Every. Single. One.

			Let me go through a few examples...

			The person I lost my virginity to when I was 14? Wound up cheating on me. She also said "I'll quit pot for you" "Pot is no big deal" "Quitting is easy" --- then guess what? She just wound up smoking behind my back, completely lying to me.

			You know who also did that? A chick who said she was my soulmate, one who talked about us having past lives together... who did all the horoscope crap and convinced me there was something supernatural, even divine about our relationship.

			Same chick? Caught her chatting to her friends about how much she missed smoking weed, how it was so incredible and when she went back to Canada how much drugs she would do... this is a chick I didn't even know was into drugs. Just lying the whole time.

			Another chick who smoked weed, same deal. "We're soulmates" "Look at our horoscope" "Oh I won't do weed, it's easy to quit, you're more important" then - boom, right on to smoking weed. Only recently? Heard they were doing Acid too... whatever that is.

			Another girl, openly says she does cocaine, tried to ruin my life, says she smokes weed to help her sleep. Says she is getting a medical marijuana card because of her "medical problems" which guess what guys, you don't have medical problems, otherwise you'd use the derivative produces of marijuana, you know, without the high????

			In fact, CBD oil, heard nothing but good things about it... funny how people who smoke weed talk about all the GREAT BENEFITS of smoking it, completely omitting the fact (1) You don't have to smoke it to get the benefits (2) You don't have to get blood shot eyes (3) Your breath doesn't have to smell/taste like garbage (4) You don't have to hurt your ability to remember things as efficiently as you did before (5) You don't have to be addicted while constantly claiming you can "quit any time"

			Guess what, YOU ALL say that, YOU ALL say you can quit any time, and you know what? YOU DON'T.

			Now let's move on... aside from the fact most everyone I've met who does marijuana has also lied to me, cheated on me, comitted crimes &/or straight up faked their entire personality just to get in my good graces...

			2. If you are my soulmate, at this point, you're pretty much dead inside. You see how COINCEDENTALLY most everyone who calls me their soulmate is 19-33 years old. They're coincedentally female and oh yeah, at the HEIGHT of the age they are programmed to reproduce at... what? SCIENCE???? WEIRD!!!!

			You are not my soulmate, your biological clock is ticking and you're trying to throw the soulmate thing around because that helps maintain a long term relationship with a partner, when you unwittingly manipulate someone into believing they are meant to be with you... FOREVER. WOAH.

			Sounds a lot like religion right? "Ya gotta be there for life! Because who else will raise the kids if you don't think your eternal soul is bound to me forever!!!" (I mean there is the whole... natural inclination to protect your offspring, but that doesn't work for everyone, some people need religion too, yeet)

			Let's move on to 3!

			3. To my soulmate, I'm married... woah! And guess what, every woman, yes, it's always a woman, not a 40 year old man, not a cat, or talking horse, ALWAYS a woman, again, of the age people typically breed at... coincedence totally... soulmates just happen to exist primarily around the prime time to forward our species..........

			Anyway, I'm married... and while I'm not exactly polyamorous due to the unbearable jealousy issues that come with two female components being in the same room with each other, almost seemingly competing for the male components favor (yuck, love each other dude, not just the guy) --- but while I'm not totally monogomouse either - if you come at me with that "Hey, I love you, you're my soulmate, and your partner is cool too" vibe, it just doesn't work.

			Here is a reality. I work... all... the... time. So you come in my life, the only person you're going to see most the time, is my partner, not me. So why even talk to me? I'm a workaholic and I really only want my partner to be happy... like, the idea of you loving me is great, fantastic, but at the same time, I built a castle, it's my life... and every woman before you has come along, thinking they can just steal me away... no bitch, no.

			Every. Single. Time it seems. Let's do a little SOULMATE... THING!

			Step 1. "Soulmate" introduces themselves to me or my partner.<br>
			Step 2. "Soulmate" shows unbearable affection when they think they are in a position to date us.<br>
			Step 3. "Soulmate" becomes an item with us... woah! Cool! Congrats!<br>
			Step 4. Partner gets uncomfortable with "soulmate" because "soulmate" is getting TOO intense with other partner (me).<br>
			Step 5. "Soulmate" ….. "Hey male component, want to leave your partner for me? Tee hee hee!!!"

			Out bitch. Out.

			Out. Now. Never talk to me again.

			And guess what? Then "soulmate" winds up going on an all out rampage trying to ruin my life... all while smoking pot? No, rarely just pot... they just spin the wheel of illegal substances and woo hoo! Rejected soulmate galaxy adventure!

			Hoooooooo…. here comes another big one...

			4. To my soulmate, if you have BPD, we are not compatible. If you have bi polar whatever, we are not compatible. Wanna know why? Because when I dump "soulmates" like you, I fear for my life, almost every time. And wouldn't you know it, almost every single person who smokes pot before they're 20 years old, seems to wind up having some kind of serious aggressive mental disorder (based on most everyone I've dated) --- so scientists, might wanna check that out - because I have YET to meet a person with BPD who has never smoked pot. WEIRD.

			Bottom line, the only two people I've had to lock the door at night, to avoid, because I thought they would kill me after I dumped them... that's right, both pot heads, with BPD. Scary.

			Aaaaaanyway…

			So what I'm saying I guess is... I'm tired of people telling me they are my soulmate... because guess what... today you say you're my soulmate... tomorrow? The next day? Shit... next week... you might just be telling me, or even the whole world, what a horrible person you magically think I am now...

			And that kinda says it all... because I didn't start the soulmate conversation... you did. You all did. You all looked at our horoscope charts, talking about how the configuration of the stars blah blah blah somehow made us perfect for making babies... well... I'm sick of it. I'm tired of the games, the lies and of course, your drug addictions.

			You know what you all are? Stoners. You're so doped up that you can't see straight and somehow, I'm a magnet for you people.

			So really? I think this is just the thing I'm going to send people who try to say they're my soulmate from now on...

			I used to believe in soulmates you know? I used to... I used to think there was a perfect person out there for me... I thought it was the person I lost my virginity to when I was 14... then she cheated on me... then she proved like everyone else, that a stupid plant was more important than our entire relationship - just like every other dumb weed-smoker proved the exact same thing when they all promised they would stop, they all promised it meant nothing to them, and they all went on smoking it, lying to my face.

			I just can't do it anymore.

			I don't trust people. I don't believe anything you say because I've heard it all.

			So no... you are not my soulmates.

			We are destined to die forgotten, we all are. This belief that there are future or past lives is an invention of your own delusion to avoid facing the painful reality that we are all mere echos of history, echos that just like our own existence become still, silent, and eventually gone like they never even were.

			You are not special. You are generic just like me. We are copies, of copies of copies.

			And reality check, if you don't believe me, just look at your own damn horiscopes. Why the hell do you think we are lumped into Scorpios, Cancers, Libras etc... why do you think that is? Because we are a dime a dozen. Our personality traits are incredibly common, and it seems like, if your compatable with me because I am a Scorpio, than you're pretty much compatable with every other Scorpio on Earth, which is only... I donno… HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE...

			…"SOULMATE"

			And yeah, I know this sucks. I know it's not fun killing the fantasy. I know it feels wonderful to be in love and play along with the idiocy of the concept of "twin flames" and all that lovely pretty shit... but you know what? That stupid shit gives me hopes... it makes me say to myself "Wow, really? Gosh this is so exciting! Maybe it's real! Maybe there is more meaning to the universe and... oh, well, pretty sure that's... yep, that's the chick who just tried to convince me I'm her soulmate fucking some other dude... didn't even get to finish my statement... she's already... yep... ok, oh she's pregnant with his baby now? Didn't even bother to tell me we weren't dating anymore? Oh... cool... yeah, soulmates... ha... suuuuper."

			Just remember, to all the people offended by this destruction of idealism and fantasy.

			YOU. MADE. ME.And... where I once had hopes and dreams... I now have no hopes and dead dreams... so... thanks.


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=April 11, 2020=
===What It's Like Being Fake #MeToo'd===
We all seem to love judging each other, but what is important is that you ask yourself, is your opinion of someone relevant? Is a law-abiding citizen somehow a bad person just because you have different ways of living your life, ways that only look bad when you spin them to appear that way?

Most everyone has an ex who feels upset because they don't want to be with them anymore. But does that justify trying to ruin their life?

About half a year ago three women I broke up with over a span of 9 years decided to speak to [[Chris Hansen|a man]] whose best known for confronting men who pursue 13 year old girls. A man who was fired from his job after someone ended their own life, and the company he worked for lost over a hundred million dollars.

[Image of Greg and [[Skye]] with her face blocked out]

Onision with is girlfriend (at the time) in 2005 at Lackland AFB, TX.

The three women I broke up with were not only legally consenting when I was with them, but were nowhere near what the "predator catcher" typically addressed. When someone who is just a puppet pretends to be an actual investigative journalist only to resort to bias, speculation & slander, you have an enormous problem.

[[Shiloh|Woman 1]], now in her late 20's, I met when she was 17, this was many years ago. The legal age of consent in my state was more than fine, as well as the other state. We met in the other state where the legal age of consent, again, did not conflict with our relationship whatsoever.

In fact, with woman 1, because I was actively making online vlogs at the time, I had a tripod set up in the room we were staying in. The cleaning lady thought we were making adult films, reported us to the police & we were confronted right away.

The police looked through my laptop and found nothing violating any laws whatsoever. The police confirmed our relationship was legal, and as they clearly approved of our relationship (finding no problem with it) we proceeded to continue dating from there.

[[Billie|Woman 2]], I met her when she was 19. Again, legal relationship.

[[Sarah|Woman 3]], I proceeded to dating her after she blackmailed me. She was an adult, and proposed that if I wanted her to not destroy my life (not sure how she could at the time, but still concerning), that I had to sleep with her. The exact context was she previously, as an adult, implied she could destroy my life as "a joke". I took it as a joke and moved on. Months later I asked her if we could both sign an NDA. I did this because previous friends had attacked me publicly, and I had attacked previous friends publicly as well. I did not want to risk losing more friends because of another careless Twitter rant of mine or theirs.

When I asked if she would sign the NDA, she said "Only if I get what I want" - What she had previously and repeatedly implied, is that she wanted to sleep with myself and another person at the same time. The other person however, was not sure if they wanted to sleep with her. The other person was pressured into it strongly by Woman 3, who had previously "attacked" that person with a forceful kiss, then Woman 3 jumped back and said "FU*K"

To be clear, I believed Woman 3 had good intentions, so I was encouraging the other person take part in the relationship as well. Not as strongly as Woman 3, but still.

Back to woman 1. While I broke up with her many times (7-9 times), and she broke up with me 2-3 times. The most recent incident involved facebook, I found out through an email with a facebook post screencap that she and her new boyfriend were bragging about how good it was for them to sleep together. They even spoke of her being pregnant. The problem? I was actively sending her money to survive in Canada while she awaited getting her passport back. One she said she lost. Additional problem? She was actively dating me.

So I broke up with her, and I wrote this song about her:

["[[Her Lies]]" music video embed]

After I broke up with her, she released a blog, saying that she would always love me and talked about how special I was to her. I didn't want to hear anything from her, she had just cheated on me. But years after she publicly said how great I am? She decided to speak to the man who pursues people who go after 13 year olds in a criminal manner, as if I was even remotely similar to those men.

Woman 2 additionally spoke to the same man, who seemed upset when she replied that she was always an adult when we had any interactions. Dead end for the "predator hunter", just like Woman 1, who had already had her relationship with me approved upon by the police.

Woman 3 became another dead end when she confirmed repeatedly, publicly, that our relationship had only occurred once she, as an adult. She admitted she blackmailed me into being with her, but wrote it off as "joking".

I use the analogy of "If you go into a bank, and you use a squirt gun that looks like a real gun, that doesn't change the fact that you still walked out with the money. You still got what you wanted, joking or not. It's a crime."

While this post is a simplified version of the overall events, I didn't want to sound to redundant for those who are already up to speed. If you are not completely familiar, here is me addressing concerns. At one point I took on all challengers for a collective over 10 hours.

[Livestream embed]

If you somehow made it through all those videos and you aren't being paid to believe I am some monster (people who make money off ad revenue get more views the more they lean towards vilifying me) than I am probably preaching to the choir at this point.

At some point I "live interview challenged" the man who is known to take on men who pursue illegal relationships, and he backed out. This is after that same man showed up to my house, trespassed on my property & then acted like I was the weirdo for not wanting an interview when my family was right there, and not at all warned about him or the 6 creepy men he brought with him.

I got the impression that he ran from the interview after pursuing one for so hard, because he began to realize that facing everything I had, all the information, would not be healthy for his position against me. His war on me had already made him tens of thousands of dollars, admitting it was all for nothing would destroy his credibility. Unfortunately, him backing out of the interview did not help his reputation either. When does a legit "predator hunter" ever run from an interview with someone they are claiming is a predator? Never. It makes absolutely no sense.

He, and many others have said that if you run from an interview, you run from the truth. That when you're not willing to face conversation with someone you are accused by or accuse of something, you don't want the truth to be known. You don't want to give people an opportunity to prove you wrong.

Accusations that fear challenge are nothing more than lies. There is no reason to fear your claims of someone else being questioned unless those claims are like a house built on sand.

So in the end, what was accomplished?

The "predator catcher" was told by police "we're having a hard time finding actual victims" live on his show. This is a problem, because it pointed out that no one he had spoken to was an "actual victim" - He then moved on to an alleged victim's advocate who he allegedly asked if I was going to jail. The victim's advocate replied that it was likely I would not (this is only what I was told as I, like most people with emotions, don't enjoy watching people lie about me/wish ill upon me).

This is after the "predator hunter" had promised repeatedly that there was an investigation, this was after he promised jail, this was after he insisted guilt, yet he repeatedly proved he had nothing... so why wouldn't he just admit it already?

Allegedly that person also said, based on what I was told, something along the lines of "something bad should happen to him" (not an exact quote I'm guessing) - Which to this day, I really feel uncomfortable with as I know I have done nothing wrong to any of those women as far as the law goes or my conscience goes. They feel I hurt their feelings, which happens when you dump someone. I sleep well at night because I broke up with all of them all for the following reasons...

Woman 1: Dumped for cheating on me while getting pregnant with another man's baby (while collecting thousands of dollars from me to survive while she was lying, saying she would return) - lying constantly (to a pathological level), having fake melt downs almost every time we argued, physically grabbing me, refusing to let me move, body slamming my door in a rage, threatening to end her own life and frame me for her death (not even joking, the police hauled her away) and more.

Woman 2: Dumped for doing illegal drugs, lying, admitted to being vindictive and more.

Woman 3: Did illegal drugs, lied, apologized for "raping" me, blackmailed me, faked her personality, masked her real intentions, publicly admitted to all this and more.

A lot of people think I don't like older women, they have painted me something I am not, not even remotely. Fact is they don't talk about the 24 year old, the other 24 year old, the 27 year old, the 30+ year old or anyone else because it does not fit the narrative. Apparently those women don't want to play victim either, maybe because they are actually honest about what happened.

The narrative from the "predator catcher" was that I was going to jail. For what crimes? Literally none have been proven. And why? Because none existed as stated by the police themselves. Again "We're having a hard time finding actual victims" - As public outrage does not = crime.

The crimes that did occur were committed against me. I was a victim of slander, sexual extortion, blackmailing, trespassing, vandalism, harassment and more. These are things that ironically, the people going after me proved themselves. When I did a live stream for 3 hours, people struggled to defend or disprove the crimes people committed against me. They were actually shocked by the fact someone tried to have me SWATTED but the police were too smart to fall for the false report. One of many false reports that have been made due to the online toxicity that exists in those who side with false accusers.

So the question becomes, why don't I do anything about it? Now that their house of cards fell apart, the dust is clearing and I'm the one left standing, still painted a criminal without having committed a single crime... so why don't I sue?

Woman 1: Net worth, likely nothing.

Woman 2: Net worth, likely nothing.

Woman 3: Net worth, likely nothing.

Every last one of them, the last time I checked, was a hard core drug addict. We're talking people who post pictures online of them posing with their drugs. One even said she can't go to sleep at night without first getting high. So why would they have money?

I actually paid Woman 2 at one point $9,000 to run my business email, you know what she said she spent it on? Drugs and makeup.

The "predator catcher" and his finances? Every time you look him up, there is an article on how he has no money whatsoever. He was evicted from his home, lost in multiple court settlements losing tons of money & even went to jail because he was so broke and bounced a check at one point and had to turn himself into the police.

So now I'm left here, with no financial compensation for what I went through and I'm simply not the kind of person who is in a position to sue based on principal. Essentially that would be letting them hurt me more than I already have been.

But why not go to the police? This girl admitted to sexually extorting me right, she did already publicly admit to it so? Problem is, unlike them, I'm not vengeful. I don't want to see them suffer, I don't want to take away their freedom. What I want is to literally see them all move on with their lives, and get over the fact that I didn't want to be with them. I want them to get over the fact I know they are criminals, liars & generally horrible people who would try to ruin an innocent person's life - They have to live with themselves, but that's why I dumped them, so I don't have to live with them.

But they have not moved on have they... I was quite famous at one point, and they were not... they hated me for how many times I was rude to them. How many times I said mean things like "You are a criminal" and "You're a liar" and "I don't want to sleep with you." and "Get out of my life" - These things hurt feelings... so what did they get out of it?

Woman 1: Now promoting her new album, started a GoFundMe and got thousands of dollars.

Woman 2: Now promoting her adult pics site, achieved a high level of clout to promote her YouTube channel.

Women 3: Associated with both a GoFundMe & a venmo, said to have made thousands of dollars as well.

The "predator catcher": Now tens of thousands of dollars richer as well.

Me? Well... my career is in shambles, my reputation is destroyed & they all successfully ruined me.

I lost my [[Patreon]], both my networks dropped me, I lost my YouNow account & I was temporarily banned from Twitch... why? Well the sites that spoke to me said it was because of "doxxing" - What they are referring to was me posting a loving text from Woman 2 to my Twitter. We were saying nice things to each other and I was reflecting on how good things were at one point. I was expressing how sad it was that things went south. The problem? I didn't have her name in my phone anymore, so at the top of the screen shot? Her number. An issue I corrected within minutes, but, it was already too late. I made a mistake for minutes, and corrected it, but lost an unknown amount of money as a result.

The people who already hated me responded by doxxing not only me, but my significant other and my immediate family members. They posted their numbers, their addresses, everything.

And how did they pay for that? For responding to accidentally forgetting to crop out part of a text, with maliciously posting an entire family's address, phone numbers and more?

I don't think they did... and you know what? It doesn't completely matter. I don't care if they get away with it. It's not my business.

What matters is that everyone learns from this. That I never trust anyone to be honest again. That I always expect the worst in people from now on. That I never allow people who use drugs in my life again. That I never give people second and third chances. That I cut malicious liars out of my life the moment they lie. That I shut myself off to being a sucker like I was so many times, a bleeding heart.

So that's my experience. People say I lie, and yet the truth comes out eventually... and regardless of them refusing to be confronted live online in an interview, to put their words to the test, the truth isn't something you can just change or run from.

I did my part, I said it all, I took all challengers, and I came out in the end, still knowing who I am, what I went through - and literally everyone who confronted me failed to prove any crime occurred. They failed to defend the crimes the others actually committed... the truth, won.

So hate me or hate me, doesn't change what happened. Doesn't change the fact that I stood, while everyone else took a knee.

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